Roderick, 21, GAY, From the midwest but living it up in Cali!
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Having feelings for more than one person sucks! I hate going through shit like this! Especially when I know deep down inside that the person I want doesn’t want me as much as I want them. Then there’s the one that you know is right for you but you can’t help how you feel about the other person so those feelings end up getting ignored and people get hurt. I’m not the type of person to go around hurting people feelings because I been there before but I can’t help how I feel! I hate how my heart works. It’s always getting me in crazy situations ugh! I just wish all my emotions were cut off just until I get my shit together…..
I use to be the one that believe in second chances but now that I have little more experience in giving them I’ve realized that they’re not worth it! I feel like if a person fucks you over once they would do it again. It seems like no one ever learns their lesson so why bother? You give a person another chance and they end up doing the same shit. It’s just another way for a person to take advantage of you and your feelings! A kind hearted person like myself shouldn’t have to go through that. I know I shouldn’t let one situation change my outlook on life but enough is enough and I’m tired of getting hurt! So from this point on if a person fucks up they’re just going to be removed from my life POINT. BLANK. PERIOD!
Ever since you called me the other day I’ve been thinking about you non stop. I was just getting over the fact of you not being in my life and then out of nowhere you decided you want to be in my life again. Now I feel just like I felt before and I hate this feeling! Just like before I have to deal with the fact that you’re not mine! I don’t think I can handle just being your friend because deep down inside I will always want your ALL. I’m already a emotionally wreck and you’re just adding fuel to the fire. Even though I forgave you things between us will never be the same. I really wish I had the strength to let go……
Anonymous: Top or bottom, you seem like a bottom.
Verse nigga! Sometimes I like to get fucked and sometimes I like to do the fucking! I got cakes and I got dick so why not use both you feel me?
